*.* 26 March 2010 *.*
26 March 2010
Today is a tiring day. training in the morning then afternoon church. Training was fine.
today's teens service was a good one. it really hit me. I have been pondering over something. God is telling me something. Do not FEAR! With God, I should not fear anything except God. And i cried today when i response. Tears just flow out. I can sense it. hmmm haha. The guy came and talk to me again. He is really super friendly. A nice guy that really inspire me. haha. God sent him.
This week is fine except that there's lots of things to do!!! And so, my girlfriend have no time for me but is fine ^^ slowly... haha. I AM HYPER AND CRAZY NOW! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Songtat~ wootsssssssss
THE CHILD OF GOD blogged @ | 9:14 AM
*.* 20 March 2011 *.*
20 March 2011
3 more dayssssss =D
okay, so ytd i went back to church after a long consideration. things haven been going well for me from the day i stopped attending church. I have been struggling. Bad things happen. Ytd, when i went back, God sent his people to talk to me. There's this guy who came out of prison not long ago and i think he is still under probation. He came to talk to me. I was feeling awkward. He told me this, If a gangster like him can take away his own anger temperament, so can i. And he told me this too, If u can conquer people, you are strong. But if you can conquer ur own heart and mind, you are mighty. and he asked me if i want to be strong or mighty. I answered Mighty. Is really pleasing to talk to him and see people like him change like 180 degrees turn.
I have a aim now. I know what i want. God will see me through this.
And today, cf told me something. i am just pondering over it. Am i really not good enough? should i be better?
From today onwards, A new man is here. A new, fresh start. I gonna be a good student, good son, good boyfriend, good friend, good person. =DD support me. hah
Songtat~The old is dead and the new is born.
THE CHILD OF GOD blogged @ | 4:56 AM
*.* 16 March 2011 *.*
16 March 2011
Hi guys! It's been so long since i blogged. haha. since i have the time, i shall blog today! Yesterday was hell of shit. Troubles troubles troubles! Forget it.
Today, I just wanna post something abt me and my darling. Things may not go smoothly yesterday but i still want you to know that i still love you no matter what happens! I calmed myself down and i understand how you feel. I cleared my messy thoughts. 7 more daysss to 4th month baby. Any obstacle that come towards us, we will solve it together. I believe we can =D Darling, when you are down and stuff, you got to tell me what happen so that i will know and understand the situation. Remember, I am always here for you when you are sad and stuff. Remember the hug? I wont forget that moment at all. Is just unforgettable. Because, I love you. I still remember you said in your blog that you are afraid to give it ur all as you are afraid that everything will change and repeats like 3/4 years ago. And you wanna be a little selfish and give lesser than you have always given more because you are tired of always being the one wanting to hold it together.
Well, I just hope that you will change the mindset and give more because i am giving my everything. Remember, Relationship is not a one sided thing. It involves both party. Babyyy, is it alright? <3
Songtat~<3
THE CHILD OF GOD blogged @ | 10:56 PM
