20 March 2011

3 more dayssssss =D

okay, so ytd i went back to church after a long consideration. things haven been going well for me from the day i stopped attending church. I have been struggling. Bad things happen. Ytd, when i went back, God sent his people to talk to me. There's this guy who came out of prison not long ago and i think he is still under probation. He came to talk to me. I was feeling awkward. He told me this, If a gangster like him can take away his own anger temperament, so can i. And he told me this too, If u can conquer people, you are strong. But if you can conquer ur own heart and mind, you are mighty. and he asked me if i want to be strong or mighty. I answered Mighty. Is really pleasing to talk to him and see people like him change like 180 degrees turn.

I have a aim now. I know what i want. God will see me through this.

And today, cf told me something. i am just pondering over it. Am i really not good enough? should i be better?

From today onwards, A new man is here. A new, fresh start. I gonna be a good student, good son, good boyfriend, good friend, good person. =DD support me. hah

Songtat~The old is dead and the new is born.