30 April 2009

Today exam has officially started though last monday was my cme paper. today i took english paper 1 and social studies paper... My conclusion my social studies paper i wrote only like 1 sentence. no time at all...mayb i did not plan my time well... well is ok though. is already over...ya that for today...

this post is for some people only...( OTHERS people dun get offended...)

U all noe how am i feeling? dun noe rite? It really sux u noe? What are friends? what are friends for? i remember i wrote tis topic 'FRIENDS' in my writer's notebook. and now i am writing it here... It really sux when friends dun even understand what problem u have now...even those u trust them and u shared ur problems wif and then they still dun understand. so what for tell them? waste my saliva? right now i cant trust any of my friends...they jus simply dun noe how am i feeling! i hate tis word 'friends'. i hate tis...i tink BROTHER AND SISTERS WOULD BE BETTER...way better...i seriously dun noe what to say right now...too sad to even say anything.
Why do they want to rub it in when i am hurt? i dun understand why...when i am stress who is there for me? teachers? ya i guess so...but where r the friends that i have? church friends are also better though i dun really meet them and bond wif them that much. But AT LEAST they understand me.....So to people that saw me going to 'emo' or ignoring u guys.....u guys understand what had happened after reading tis post? that why nw in class i dun really make lots of noise or talk....i seriously hope that someone would understand me....but i doubt so...i dun make noise doesnt mean i am happy or alright...is because i am .................and sorry to the people i ignore...sorry...innocent people...

Songtat~...