9 June 2009
i gt nth to blog but onli some things....today is bored alright?

It is seriously nt ur fault luh...is me...is really my fault my problem...there is nth wrong that u had done...is me...i m stupid....ytd night b4 i go to sleep, i cried again while praying...the tears that has been shed...i could rmb the feeling...is always there...how sad could i have felt? i dun noe...but is nt ur fault...i am jus crying for.....and i cried for 2 nightz somemore uh...but is nt ur fault...is me...While i was listening to the song 'Boston' by augustana i was already sad and the song is an emo song so it suit me uh....People i dun noe why am i becoming like tis...i am so sorry. forgive me uh... I am so sorry if i was rude to anyone for tis past few days...i was really hurt...i wan to cut myself but i jus cant i dunno why...i am nt sick or whatever...is jus that tis happening has hit me hard that i am like that...Is been 2 days and nightz...i shall continue be emo for the rest of the days till it heal...i was listening to another song ytd called 'stop crying your heart out' by oasis...tis song was like totally reverse of 'Boston'... i really dun noe how am i going to live on...

To my friends, thanks for trying to cheer me up but is of no use...sorry...is my fault seriously...

Songtat~Emo