8 June 2009
Am i really that weak? Do i really suck? i cant stand the pain...seriously...it is like a knife piercing thru my heart...i seriously cant tahan anymore....ytd night i prayed to God and i broke down and cried suddenly...is it worth it? i tink so...but why mus all tis happen to me? i cried and cried and trying to forget someone...but i cant....the pain is really deep i can feel it...why? why mus it be happening to me? Someone pls tell me why!!! those trouble is getting worser and worser...how i hope that i can jus die...How i hope that i nv exist in tis world...dun u guys agree? does it make a difference when i exist? haizzz

Zhen zuo qi lai??? I dun noe how to....i jus gonna screw and f*** myself up....my existence= more harm and trouble and problem to people...i jus suck....gonna die....

Songtat~gonna cry tonight...