6 June 2009
rot at home till dun noe what time..then go pasir ris whitesand meet my friends then bring them go church and watch awesome musical...the musical was really awesome lar....seriously...haha...u nv watch u comfirm regret....then at night go eat my dinner at 10plus pm....ya...k dun wan stretch the story long cuz i no mood...
7 June 2009
Woke up early and went to church....then attended yz...then after that stay in church explore whole church then go in play hide n seek like no other business like that...damn fun lar...
Why? Why mus tis happen to me? I really hated myself...why? why do i even exist in this world lar...f*** man...why do i always fail? i am so hurt...nvm....damn...stupid silly stubborn me...i jus cant stand myself...whywhywhy? Feel like killing myself and torture myself...life just sux totally...God can u tell me why??? i m so f*** up...feel like sleeping and nv wake up...Can anybody understand how i feel? What am i suppose to do? Cry?
songtat~tears dripping on my cheeks...